Me

i'm dope !
i'm a dork
i'm a cool dude
i'm a funny person
i'm a jerk
i'm an asshole
i'm difficult to describe
sort of complex
i'm a big sponge.

i treat people the way they treat me.
i also treat people the way i want to be treated.

i know people act funny when they don't get their way.
(welcome to life buddy)

this is complicated to explain:

when i notice change, i change also.
i'm not going to give my all in a friendship
while you fall back and get comfortable and accept everything.
but i also learned from my mother to "kill people with kindness"
not too many people get that far with me to experience that
but when i notice change, i don't always change...
(go figure)


i'm selfish
i'm spoiled at times.
i'm very sarcastic
(when i want to be)

i'm a gemini.
(a damn good one)
unfortunately i'm not the typical one.

i'm random.

(i felt that needed it's own line)


i'm good to my true friends.
i'm good to people who are good to me.
(this comes from treating people the way they treat me)

i'm lazy.
i'm insensitive at times.

i get annoyed by little things that occur too often
i sometimes piss people off purposely, after i know what pisses them off.

i love to see reactions of different people.

i'm very silly, i love to laugh.
by any means necessary
even if it's at your expense, or mine.
it doesn't matter, i just love to laugh.

i feel that life is one of the longest things you can do...
but at the same time it's too short for the stress and bs.


i'm fun
i show MY way that i care for a female
i can't be like everyone else
i can't be like what you're used to

i'm me
i do things my way
that's what makes me different (me)

i'm secretive
( not as secretive as people think )
i keep people away from certain situations in my life.
everything isn't for everyone.


i'm not a bad guy.
i give off an aura of negativity to people i don't know
well, to people that don't know me.


i'm like a colorful egg shell but with openings all over
you can see a little of this and a little of that about me
but most people get stuck on colors.
just like children
and some are narrow minded, and they don't know any better.
or one dimensional when they judge you off face value
but then again, that's life.

it's just what you see on the outside you pay the most attention to
there's a lot more on the inside
my personality is very intriguing
if you can't get past the outside... forget about it
that's not where everything is

i never give a hard time to someone who is genuinely interested.

if you choose to focus only on the outside, then that's your biz
that's your loss

that means you will let things prevent you from seeing the real me
(colors)

i'm a job and a half to get to know.
(i know this)

i'm not difficult
i'm just worth it !

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